i miss you ..

im so glad you made time to see me ,
how's life tell me how's your family ?
i haven't seen them in a while ,
you've been good busier then ever ,
with small talk work and the weather ,
you guard is up and i know why .
cause the last time you saw me still burned at back of your mind ,
you gave me roses and i left them there to die .


so this is me swollowing my pride standing in front of you ,
saying im sorry for that nite ,
and i go back to december all the time ,
turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you ,
wishing that reliazed what i had when you were mine ,
i'd go back to december turn around and make it all rite ,
i go back to december all the time .


and i think about summer all the beautiful times ,
i watched you launghing from the passenger side ,
reliazed that i loved you in the fall ,
i gave you all my love and all you gave me was goodbye .


i miss your texting ,
your sweet smile ,
so good to me so rite ,
and then held me in your arm that september nite ,
the first time your ever saw me cry ,
mybe this is wishful thinking ,
probably mindless dreaming ,
if we loved again i swear love you rite ,
i go back in time and change it but i can't ,
so if the chain is on your door i understand .




iloveyousomuch H <3